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Monday, February 14, 2011

February

Is a turning point month.

It's the month that I will stop trying until July if I don't get a bfp.

It holds Valentines day

It holds my Birthday, a reminder I'm getting older and have yet to have the one thing I still want so bad.

It's the month Rob asked me to marry him!  Yep he popped the question 2/11.

I had my PAP today(joy!) and it all went well and it was the fastest PAP ever and was as awesome and exam I've ever had, I almost thanked her, but then thought that might be strange.

Hemoglobin was good(yay!) but she ordered a thyroid test again.  Last year was on the lower end of normal, she thinks that it's just MY normal, but wants to make sure it hasn't gone lower than last year, because then that would be a problem.

She wants me to keep my weight where it's at and keep up the dairy intake I've been doing since last year per orders then.

I'll be calling to set up Rob's Semen Analysis(going forward known as SA) since the lab nurse was out to lunch when I was there today.  If that comes back normal I will be referred to a reproductive specialist and go from there.  If it's abnormal, we will still go to the specialist, so no matter what I'm off to battle and I hate it.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Last cycle in the study

So I am CD 6 of the 3rd cycle in the study for ClearBlue.  If I don't get preg this cycle, it's the end of my participation. 

I also think if I don't get preg this cycle, that I'm done until July when  I can get a better insurance plan during open enrollment.  Last year the better plan offered infertility coverage that did cost sharing of IUI and IVF.  So, yes, I'll take a break from temping, OPK's, the whole shebang.

I'm burnt out, discouraged, and feeling like I just don't even give a shit anymore even though it's something I want so bad.