Sunday, January 30, 2011

Last cycle in the study

So I am CD 6 of the 3rd cycle in the study for ClearBlue.  If I don't get preg this cycle, it's the end of my participation. 

I also think if I don't get preg this cycle, that I'm done until July when  I can get a better insurance plan during open enrollment.  Last year the better plan offered infertility coverage that did cost sharing of IUI and IVF.  So, yes, I'll take a break from temping, OPK's, the whole shebang.

I'm burnt out, discouraged, and feeling like I just don't even give a shit anymore even though it's something I want so bad.